When you imagine these fantasy scenarios in your mind, it seems so perfect. It is so perfect that you actually want it to happen. Strangely enough, for me, it did happen. It WAS perfect in my imagination but now that it's reality, it is far from perfect. In fact, it's way worse than I had could have ever imagined. 

Oh boys boys boys, you complicate my world so much. Never thought I would say that -____-"